Today is definetly an emotional day. Dylan is having his birthday party today and I am not going to be there. I know that I am doing what I need to do for me and our baby girl but I miss my boys so much. I asked if I could have a day pass but
i do not qualify for that priviledge yet. It kills me not to be there for the party. He is so excited to see his friends.I have talked to him about me not being there but I am not sure that he fully understands. That makes it even harder because I just want him to understand that I would be there in a heartbeat if
I could. I will never miss another thing again. I have Bob taking lots of pictures for me. I am ready for this week to be over. It has been a stressful week. As of today I am 26 weeks and Delaney is measuring 27 weeks. Oh I guess I have not mentioned her name yet. We have decided on Delaney Elizabeth Britton. I have a sonogram every Tuesday to see how her breathing is doing and to get her weight. I am curious for this Tuesday because she has been moving so much I am not sure which way she is turned now. Bye for now I will post again soon.
My heart breaks for you too! In the long run, it'll all be worth it. I hope he has a great party! And I love the name!!
ReplyDeleteHang in there Crystal. Just keep doing all that you can for all of your children and you will have many birthdays to celebrate. We are praying for you and the baby everyday. I am anxious to see all of you in March when we come for our visit. I was with someone yesterday who was telling me about a set of twins that were born two months ago at 26 weeks and they are doing good. It gave me hope that your little one will be the next success story.
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